The Tragedy

I’m just thinking that I should either scream, smile, cry, or be happy or be angry.

I skyped with you today. I have no idea whether it’s a mistake, or it’s a good thing, cause I really don’t know what it is. I don’t know what it is, that you’re trying to tell me, trying to give signals to me, I don’t know what you’re feeling, and how I wish that I really really knew.

Well, at first, we talked about our usual routine, and what happened in the class, and what so ever. And then we talked about something funny, you showed me your Mr Potato, and sure it was cute..

Then, I talked about what happened today, and how one of my band members had to leave, drop out from the university because he had problems with the university’s system. And then, you gave me one of your ‘honest confessions’. You told me that you’re a little jealous when I’m around guys, and you’re pretty much worried when I’m around guys.

Seriously, you told me that you’re trying to be protective of me. Especially me. For why? I have no idea. But I’m pretty sure that you’re trying to be a nice friend. But the question is, do you do that to others? To other girls? Am I the only one? I know, the other thing that you’re going to say is that they’re guys and they could do whatever it is to me, and

I’m just thinking about what you said, that made me stopped and think for a while. Do you really have feelings for me then? Because my conscience says you do.