The Tragedy

Tuesday is Physics and Chemistry dayyyyy! 

Reason: The only two subjects I have today.

I only have Physics and Chemistry class today. Thenn, had 3 hours break since 11am in between the next class; Chemistry and Physics tutorials that started at 2pm. 

He sent me back to my apartment today. In a way, it was nice to see him, like in real life instead of seeing him through the computer screen, or just from our conversation through text message. Yeppp, since we’re not classmates, and never ever will be classmates, it’s quite difficult for us to hang out. Anyway today, he borrowed his friend’s car because he had to post a present for his friend today. And anyway, he was on his way there, sooo he didn’t had any problems giving me a lift back to apartment. 

As soon as I got home, I took a powernap that lasted for an hour, which was pretty good! Felt superbly energized when I woke up! ;) Cheers for that ! 

Then, I quickly prepared and went to the Admin block where I had my Chemistry and Physics tutorials. I reached there at 1.15pm, and I felt superbly hungry, so I went to eat at the cafe where I had some trouble looking for a place to sit because it was lunch hour, soooooo all the staffs and students were fully packed in the cafe. DARN! 

Finally in the end, I found some place to sit, and able to order my food at the counter, peacefully! Andddd, since the place was packed, the head fellow of my apartment sat and had her lunch with me. Let’s just call her Dr. H. Well, I talked to Dr. H about mechanical engineering stuffs, and what she does, and what course she taught in Mechanical stuffs. It was interesting, eventhough I don’t really have much thing to talk about, since I’m so clueless. Hee! And then the pegasus pendant that I borrowed from my sister broke, well… the clasp broke. But I could fix it back if I could just find the clasp. -__- Damn it, damn it! 

I went for band practice at 8pm. With Acp, Im, Aim, Amad and Mustqm 

Well, Im had this rhythm in his head… and we’re trying to put the rhythm together. So… that is one of our band’s task. ! And then, around 10pm, Aim had to leave, cause she had to go ‘somewhere’ with her ‘special someone’. And then, Amad left because he had to take care of his sick mother. Soooo, it’s just Acp, Im, Mustqm and me. Being the only girl left there, since SOMEONE BAILED BECAUSE OF THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE, yes it’s a bit insecure. And I didn’t tell him anything about it, and if he knows that Aim bailed on me, he would be worried, and I don’t want him to be worried.

Plus, knowing that he had a fight today, right after his team won during the futsal tournament, I couldn’t bear it. He’s really stressed out about what happened at the court, that the opponent team was being unfair, and he was really ‘emotionally challenged’ during the game, until he lost himself. And about the opponent team was aiming him ever since the game ended, yes, that’s quite scary. Now, I’m the one worried if anything happens to him. I don’t want him to get bashed up and bullied by those nasty people… It’s just sad you know.

I rang him, as soon as I got back. And in the other hand, Syau’s texted me asking me to help him to calm down because he was freaking out for his Physics test tomorrow

-__-. 

Looks like people need me tonight! 

Honestly, I suck at giving advice, but I did my best to calm him down, even though that doesn’t work so much. And for, my bestfriend, Zy, I just talked to him, asking him to get himself busy, just to get that incident out of his head. He obviously doesn’t sound okay. Ohmygoodness. Why can’t I just tell him that everything is going to be okay tomorrow? 

Is it because I know that is not going to work, at all? 

Yes, positively 99% sure. Damnnn

Goodnight!